Gizem Özdilli explained why she hasn't gotten married for years: Because my father won't be able to see it.

Gizem Özdilli, the model, was the guest of Haber Bahane, which is published on Haberler.com's YouTube channel, with Gökay Kalaycıoğlu's presentation. Özdilli, who moved to Cyprus a few years ago because she was overwhelmed by the crowd of Istanbul, poured her heart out to Kalaycıoğlu while doing an interview by the sea.

"I LOST MY FATHER AND MY BOYFRIEND TO CANCER"

Gizem Özdilli, who says she grew up in a happy family, said, "My mom and dad were very much in love. They used to start their day by kissing each other when they woke up in the morning. I may not have gotten married because I want a relationship like theirs. We found out that my father had cancer and he passed away within 4 months. 6 months later, I lost my boyfriend of 1 year to cancer as well. He didn't know he had cancer and he died within 40 days. The reality of death was shown to me very clearly in life. That's why I always stay strong," she said.

52-year-old Özdilli, who has never talked about why she got married until now, said, "It is very rare to see me cry. I wanted my father to see me get married. Maybe that's why I'm not getting married, because my father won't be able to see it. For example, if I were to have a wedding, my father wouldn't be in the family photo. I have also been deprived of marriage. I have had no one in my life for 8 years. I don't even know what I'm looking for. Because my parents were monogamous, they are in my subconscious. I am far from the idea of starting a relationship and then breaking up. If it's not good until the end, then let it not exist at all. Instead of being sad and disappointed, let it not exist. I fight for my social life and work, but I cannot fight for my personal life. I have been cheated on in all of my relationships. I have experienced all kinds of cheating. If you like someone else, why are you stringing me along? I want to have a beautiful relationship one day."