21.08.2025 23:29
The actor Hayal Köseoğlu shared an emotional message on Instagram following the passing of her father, Yiğit Köseoğlu, on August 12. Köseoğlu stated, "My father's departure has been a very difficult ending to a very tough year," and expressed her feelings about the mourning process by saying, "In short, I am not well. Life goes on, yes, but sometimes it doesn't."
Actor Hayal Köseoğlu opened up after the passing of her father, Yiğit Köseoğlu, who died a few weeks ago. Yiğit Köseoğlu, who had been undergoing cancer treatment for a while, passed away on August 12. At the funeral held at Üsküdar Şakirin Mosque, the actress performed her last duty to her father alongside close friends. The famous actress was seen struggling to stand during the ceremony.
Shaken by the loss of her father, Köseoğlu published a long message on her social media account weeks later, sharing her feelings with her followers. The famous figure stated, "My father's departure was a very difficult ending to a very tough year," and detailed the emotions she experienced during her mourning process.
"I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A DREAM WORLD"
Köseoğlu expressed, "I wanted to write for those who are curious about me. Perhaps to lift this weight off my heart a little. My father's departure was a very difficult ending to a very tough year. Losing one of the people who could calm me the easiest and made me feel safest at the end of a year where I struggled with anxiety was not easy at all. Since I lost my father, I feel like I'm in a dream world. It's as if I'm not in reality. Some days I'm fine. I forget because of that. Then reality hits me like a punch in the face. At that moment, I cry non-stop. I would like to say "I'm fine," but I won't even say that. I am actually happy that I don't feel the pressure to be "good" in a system that constantly expects us to be "good," and even sees "good" as a minimum state of mind, expecting us to be perfect, wonderful (!), and amazing.
"IN SHORT, I'M NOT FINE"
Even though we are expected to stand on our feet immediately, I am in a period where I have learned to stumble. After living a life afraid of falling, I am also proud to have gathered people who would catch me if I fall. In short: I'm not fine. Life goes on, yes, but sometimes it doesn't. We all have a lot to be grateful for, yes, but that doesn't mean we should ignore the difficulties we face. Death is a part of life, yes, but so is mourning. And it's not easy. During this time, I often think of people who lost their families in the earthquake. Those who had to face losing all sense of belonging suddenly. Or sudden deaths. Those who lost loved ones in a car accident, a heart attack, or a blood clot... I can't even imagine how hard it is, and I send a huge love to the emptiness in your heart. My father came back from death several times within a year, and he left slowly, saying goodbye. Despite that, the pain is immense. It was also very difficult to see the person you love melting away before your eyes, but I still thank my beautiful father for gracefully and long saying goodbye to me. Lastly, (despite jk rowling) as a potterhead, I've been thinking a lot about Thestral lately. I have started to see it too. To all potterheads, I announce. With love.